So did we say a prayer today ?

For who ? For ourselves. Did we do something, some ritual that affirmed our faith today ? In what ? In ourselves. Our ability to connect with our inner selves. For if we do not, who is this person that is working, loving, talking etc. It’s certainly not you.


It’s an everyday search for me. For that something that can put me in touch with myself. My connection to consciousness. My connection to loving nature.
Of course many people have faith. Which is a wonderful ability. I don’t have blind faith. I am more of a searcher. Questioner. Good, bad ? I don’t know. No value judgements on any faith or the question of faith. Or on myself.
Some people do it with meditation first thing in the morning. I have never been able to do that. I have to connect to something, however small, however little, to loose my sense of individuality. That’s the daily struggle. Against my own exaggarated sense of myself. I am so used to it. I have relied on it for so many years. So tough to let go now. Not that I have never questioned it before. But now, it is really important for me to be truly ‘active’ rather than ‘reactive’, which is what I have done most of my life. And how do I know what that ‘true’ action is ? Unless I am constantly in touch with something larger, more immense, more universal than myself ?
Yes I know. By letting go. By allowing yourself not to be addicted to the result of your action. By allowing chaos to invade your life. Yes, I agree. All of that. I do allow chaos to prevade in my life. I am impeteous (spelling). But then the individual in me fights back hard.
It’s an everyday battle. This battle to let go of one’s addiction to one’s sense of individuality.
Yet, the smallest of things can provoke the sensing of my flowing into something much much larger. Something infinite.
This morning it was my 5 year old daughter waking me up with a loud ‘Peekaboo’ and the tinkling of an early morning laugh.
Sometimes it;s just getting up early enough to watch the first shades of dark blue brush across the sky. Something deeply stirring about that.
Sometimes it’s unexpected gestures of affection that were not sought. Or given so instinctually that you were not aware of them.
Sometimes, it’s writing a poem. But only if the words are coming from somewhere else. As if something is flowing through you, a river of emotion you can physically feel that flows through your being.
But it is always so unexpected. So much that I am constantly aware now. My senses hightened. Waiting for that unexpected moment.
When something deeper will reach out and engulf me, and give my life, and all my actions, however small, a deeper and all encompassing context. On a daily basis.
So say a prayer for me. And for yourself.
Shekhar

1,527 thoughts on “So did we say a prayer today ?

  1. The ocean does not get “smaller” every time a wave hits the sand. Indeed, the incoming wave demonstrates, and therefore reveals, the ocean’s majesty. Then, by receding into the ocean, it restores the ocean’s glory.

    The presence of the wave is evidence of the existence of the ocean. Your presence is evidence of the existence of God.

    Neale D. W.

  2. So often we humans tend to run about throughout our days stuck inside our minds. We get so consumed with thoughts that have nothing to with our aliveness or with our love for life. Instead we become entrapped in the extra-busy machinery of routine and “head-tripping,” walking through our schedules and tasks in a stupor of asleepness. In doing so, we remain separate from our center and power, forgetful of the exquisite feeling of who we really are, and removed from the beautiful and easeful flow of life. If you are operating in “remote control,” you are no longer allowing your true Self to experience the love that it is in and around you. You do not have to live this way. You can chose differently.
    Ken Robinson

  3. Astrology: Solstice coming
    The Winter Solstice is on the horizon, as the Great Medicine Wheel of the Earth turns toward the Northern Gate. Dec. 21 (5:30 Dec. 22 UT) begins a time of turning inward, allowing Creator’s light within to guide us toward the outer awakening of spring. Mercury went retrograde Nov 24 and won’t go direct until Dec. 13. It’s a good time to reflect before taking action. Meanwhile, there will be lunar eclipse Dec. 10 visible from all of Asia and Australia, seen as rising over eastern Europe, and setting over northwest North America. Eclipses, whether visible or not, energetically allow hidden issues to surface so that they may be seen acted upon. Again, this is a great time of reflection — a going inward time.
    Aho.

    ~Jim Pathfinder Ewing

  4. aum

    so much to just those three letters…yet when we become the aum…even the letters dissolves

    and we can no longer talk about it

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  5. ~ H a p p y B i r t h d a y S h e k h a r~

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    Aum…

    Cinda

  6. “As the Buddhist teachings tell us, we ought to be more mindful in our lives. Be more mindful of what’s presented on your plate. Eat it with respect, not greed. Eat it with love, not in haste. For the hands who grew it, may not have the chance to do the same.”

    ~Shekhar Kapur

  7. ‘If you can be absolutely comfortable with not knowing who you are, then what’s left is who you are – the Being behind the human, a field of pure potentiality rather than something that is already defined. Give up defining yourself – to yourself and others. You won’t die. You will come to life.’

    ‘Always say yes to the present moment. Surrender to what is. Say ‘yes’ to life – and see how life suddenly starts working for you rather than against you.’

    ‘Suffering beings when you mentally label a situation as bad. That causes an emotional contraction. When you let it be, without naming it, enormous power is available to you. The contraction cuts you off from that power, the power of life itself.’

    -Eckhart Tolle

  8. Guidance from Eileen Caddy
    Make Room, Make
 Room for the Very Highest
    Cast all the old aside to make room for the new. How can you
 expect to usher in the new if you insist on holding onto the old. Make room, make
 room, and have a good spring clean from time to time and see what there is you
 can cast forth of the old and never be tempted to hold on to anything which is not 
of the very highest. This needs to be done with thoughts and ideas as well as material possessions. 
Don’t just throw out the rubbish, but also those things which clutter up the mind 
and stop it from expanding. Take time to go through your material possessions 
as well and sift and sort what you have and cast out anything which you do not use. 
It is right to have all that you need, but again let Me remind you not to hoard. It 
is far too easy to accumulate and then wonder why you feel burdened and bowed 
down and can’t move forward and upward.

    23 December 2011
    One of the co-founders of the Findhorn Community, Eileen Caddy

  9. Guidance from Eileen Caddy
    Start Right Now Giving Thanks
    Keep ever on the alert, never cease to give thanks, so nothing is ever taken
 for granted. Learn to appreciate everything and voice your appreciation. Those 
two little words “thank you” mean far more than you imagine. There are so many 
things during the day to be grateful for, but unless you voice your gratitude,
 nobody knows how grateful you are. You can never show your appreciation too
 much. No one ever tires of receiving thanks. When I pour My blessings down
 upon you, when you see all around you My wonders and beauties in nature, give 
constant thanks. When you start to do this you never take anything or anyone for 
granted, but remain ever on your toes, ever alert, ever watchful, ever with your 
heart filled with love, praise and thanksgiving, and as you give thanks you find 
real joy and uplift in life. Open your eyes and look around you and see how blessed you are, see how 
many things you have to be grateful for. It is not something
 abstract. Start right now giving thanks and never cease to do so.

    30 December 2011
    One of the co-founders of the Findhorn Community, Eileen Caddy, received guidance

  10. Guidance from Eileen Caddy
    Constantly Seek Within
    Now is the start of the new year. No one knows what this year will bring, but your attitude towards it can make it the most glorious of years. Waste no time listening to predictions for the coming year, simply hold in your consciousness that this will be the most wonderful year possible and help bring it about. Your whole attitude and outlook are so vitally important. Constantly seek within, work from that innermost part of your being which is the same yesterday, today and forever. I AM within each one of you and your conscious awareness of My presence will carry you through all turmoil and confusion.

    6 January 2012

  11. 1. Live the three R’s…
    Respect for self
    Respect for others
    Responsibility for all your actions

    2. The best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other..
    3. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation…
    4. Judge your success by what you’ve had to give up in order to get it…
    5. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life…
    6. Open your arms to change and don’t let go of your values…
    7. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly…
    8. Share your knowledge, it’s a way to achieve immortality…
    9. Great Love and great achievements involve great risks…
    10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer…
    11. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship…
    12. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson…
    13. Spend some time alone every day…
    14. Be caring with the earth…
    15. Breathe mindfully…

    ~Dalai Lama and friend

  12. Guidance from Eileen Caddy
    Love is the basis for all communication
    To love one another you must try to understand one another, and to understand you have to be able to communicate. Whether that communication is done in words or in silent action matters not, as long as it is done in Love, your heart is open and the Love flows freely. You have to be very loving and very tolerant towards your fellowman (and women).

    13 January 2012

  13. Oprah~

    Here are 8 common energy drains—and how to fix them:

    1. Energy drain: Other people’s expectations
    Are you living someone else’s dream for you? You’re putting out energy but starving emotionally. The other person gets all the satisfaction.

    Energy move: Declare independence
    You bought in; you can set yourself free. No confrontation needed, just “I don’t have to expect that of myself.” Worst-case scenario: Someone who’s not you will be disappointed. You will feel wonderful.

    2. Energy drain: Loss of self
    As kids, we had to play by the rules; our unique energy got caged.

    Energy move: Personalize your life
    Ask yourself, If it were up to me, what would I…hang on my wall? Wear to work? Do for fun? Find the pockets of freedom where you can be more yourself.

    3. Energy drain: Deprivation
    Duties and responsibilities fill your days. You gain weight trying to get emotional energy from food.

    Energy move: Add pleasure, beauty, fun
    Satisfying experiences, large and small, are the real nourishment you crave. Plan a big treat to look forward to—and a little one every day.

    4. Energy drain: Envy
    We often don’t feel envy directly—but we might find someone else’s good fortune depressing.

    Energy move: Count your blessings
    Comparison is a loser’s game. Look at what you have, and actively feel grateful. (P.S. That person you envy—you don’t know how messy her life really is. Chances are you wouldn’t want it if you had it.)

    5. Energy drain: Worry
    When you worry, you think you’re dealing with things, but you’re just suffering. Worry never comes up with good ideas. It torments and exhausts us.

    Energy move: Get going
    Action is the cure for worry. Do one thing that brings you a step closer to coping. If it’s the middle of the night, get up and write a to-do list.

    6. Energy drain: Unfinished business
    Unmade decisions and postponed projects drain you.

    Energy move: Do it or dump it
    Forget the perfect decision—just trust yourself and make a choice. Put projects in an appointment book. If you can’t find any good time, that’s a signal you don’t want to do it. So don’t.

    7. Energy drain: Overcommitment
    You’re always saying “yes”—to your boss, mother, kids, friends; to requests, favors, meetings.

    Energy move: Say “yes” to yourself
    Tell someone else “no” every once in a while, just to feel your own power. You’ll gain a whole new sense of your ability to take care of yourself.

    8. Energy drain: Holding on to loss
    Fresh loss is an emergency. But old losses you can’t let go of are dead weight.

    Energy move: Cry all your tears
    Indulge in big-time mourning. Take off from work, stay in bed, and do nothing but cry till you’re dry—and bored. Then go out and embrace life.

    Read more: http://www.oprah.com/omagazine/Solving-the-Emotional-Energy-Crisis/2#ixzz1k71NOnEf

  14. Guidance from Eileen Caddy
    Accept That All Things Are Possible
    Tremendous things are happening at this time. lt matters not that you do not fully understand exactly what is taking place, but it is important that you are willing to accept it in perfect faith and confidence and flow with it
 all. I want you to know and to understand that these things are happening now, that these energies, this power is being released now, and because of
 this, dramatic and astounding changes are taking place in individuals as well as in the world. Nothing will ever be the same again. Don’t cling onto anything of the old; enter the new completely free and unfettered, like a new-born babe. Be open and willing to accept new ideas, new ways, to accept that all things are possible, that
 you can change and can change now, that you can leave all the old behind without any regrets and move forward with real joy and complete abandonment.

    20 January 2012

  15. Happy Birthday to Aaravinda…

    Dear Aaravinda,
    What can a mother say about a son, such as you? I can’t love long enough to express to you how much I Love you and am so grateful for the way you carry your caring and loving and compassion for others… Blessed are those who have crossed your path. Yes, on this day, 12 years ago… another star was born. Always… Mom

    Aum

    January 20, 2012

  16. Happy Birthday to Aaravinda…

    Dear Aaravinda,
    What can a mother say about a son, such as you?
    I can’t live long enough to express to you how much I Love you
    and am so grateful for the way you carry your caring and loving and compassion for others…
    Blessed are those who have crossed your path.
    Yes, on this day, 12 years ago… another star was born.
    Always… Mom

    Aum

    January 20

  17. 2012 marks the 4710th Chinese New Year, and this time it is the year of dragon according to the Chinese zodiac calendar.

    The dragon is the 5th sign of the Chinese zodiac and it is regarded as an auspicious symbol which stands for power, good luck, success, and happiness

    Gong Xi Fa Ca! That’s the traditional Chinese New Year greeting that means “wishing you prosperity” in Mandarin.

    Each year of the Chinese lunar calendar is represented by one of twelve animal symbols of the Chinese zodiac: Rat, Ox, Tiger, Rabbit, Dragon, Snake, Horse, Sheep, Monkey, Rooster, Dog, and Boar. For 2012, it’s the dragon’s turn.

    According to Chinese astrology, people born on the year of the dragon are said to be strong, self-assured, eccentric, intellectual, and passionate, among other things.

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