the impossible dance
\nof chaos
\nfinding the steps
\nto follow a pattern
\nwhere there is none
\nseeking harmony
\nwithout letting go
\nof linearity ?
\nbeing with shiva
\nwith out
\nsensing timelessness?
\nallowing myself
\nto be
\nswept into
\nthe chaos
\nof the dance
\nnot resisting
\nnot thinking
\nnot trying
\nlike a helpless child
\nin the wave of
\na raging storm
\nof it’s mother’s milk
\ndrowning
\nbut not afraid
\nad then the breathing
\nthe breath of Shiva
\nsilent
\nlike a cool balm
\nwashing away all the senses
\nand then silence
\nbeyond the dancing
\nthere is not dance
\nbut stillness
\njust a gentle cry
\nfrom the baby’s last
\nsense of wonder
\nthen …
\nthe letting go
\nof the last breath
\nthat mingles
\nwith an everlasting
\nuniversal sigh
\nas the breath leaves me
\nand my body ceases to exist
\nas do i
\nlost beyond the dance
\nbeyond the breath
\nbeyond perception
\nbeyond wisdom
\nfor no reason<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
the impossible dance of chaos finding the steps to follow a pattern where there is none seeking harmony without letting go of linearity ? being with shiva with out sensing timelessness? allowing myself to be swept into the chaos of the dance not resisting not thinking not trying like a helpless child in the wave […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-513","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"yoast_head":"\n