where lies my true self ?
\nam I a creature of my psychology
\nor does my deepest self lie
\nin the burning fires
\nof my mythology ?
\nso bold and so gripping
\nthat every feeling, every act
\nlies in the imagined stories
\nof God’s and Goddesses
\nof demons and of angels
\nof the impossible dance of shiva
\nof the the cruxifiction of christ
\nof the contradictions between the eternity of the universe
\nwhere everything is and is not
\nall at the same time
\nof the questions between illusory and the real ?<\/p>\n
\nwhere do I find completeness ?
\nwhere do i delve to find answers
\neven to everyday life
\nam I trapped in the arrogance of intellectuality
\nam I trapped by the cages of fear
\ncreated by by my own mind
\nwhy do i struggle everyday
\nbetween my psychology
\nand mythology ?
\nwhy can I not take flight
\ninto a realm that is impossible
\ndo I exist in the impossible ?
\nand if so, why do I not see it all the time
\nwhy am In so blind ?
\nthat the universality of my existence
\nis an argument I must have
\nwith myself everyday ?
\nwhy am i not able
\nto plunge headlong into the unknown adventure ?
\nwhy am I not
\nable to plunge my psychology into mythology
\nwhy am I so stuck in an argument
\nbetween words that I said yesterday
\nand the words that come out today
\nwhy am i stuck in meaning ?
\nwhen there is no meaning to anything
\nyet in giving up meaning
\nis the gate way to understanding
\nwhy must I make sense of words that I write anyway ?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
where lies my true self ? am I a creature of my psychology or does my deepest self lie in the burning fires of my mythology ? so bold and so gripping that every feeling, every act lies in the imagined stories of God’s and Goddesses of demons and of angels of the impossible dance […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-305","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-the-search-for-the-self"],"yoast_head":"\n