Thanks to friend and co- writer, Deepak Chopra,
\nthe hope for Buddha as a film has been re-ignited
\na raging fire in my bieng was dowsed,
\nbut a lamp still burns
\nreaching out to inflame my passions once again<\/p>\n
\na director in the middle of a film
\nis like a pregnant mother
\nvulnerable, emotional and willing to do anything
\nto protect the little child in her womb,
\neven die of hunger herself, as the child feeds on her body
\nand fight like a tigress if she has to
\nbut also like a protective mother,
\nI make sure that everything is safe
\nsolid
\nin anticipation of pregnancy
\nand when people treat me
\nwith callousness
\nthey dont see that it is not a personal ego that cries out
\nbut the ego of creativity
\nthe fear of a terrible pregnancy
\nthe fear of loosing the baby
\nand perhaps the decision not to get pregnant
\nperhaps the only way out for me
\nis not be so vulnerable
\nbut then,
\nhow can I be the conduit of creativity
\nand not completely surrender to it ?
\nHow can not be completely vulnerable ?
\nSo in which hands do I put myself
\nwhen I am so vulnerable ?
\ndestiny and fate perhaps,
\nI am not sure
\nshekhar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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